I cant help the feelings that keep swamping me…
The one that makes me feel like I cant breathe…
One that clouds my mind…
Robs me of my strength…
Clutches my heart in a painful cramp…
Bringing to forefront… all the insecurities that I want to hide…
The inability of becoming the ideal child…daughter…sister…girlfriend… woman…
Why should I wish to survive…with nothing in this world speaking for me?
Yet, I do… clawing at the numbness, that keeps pulling me into the vortex
Biting my lips to keep from screaming for help…
Fighting the demons deep within me…
Letting the darkness, camouflage my tears…
Sometimes I wish I could tell the world…
That my strength hides my weakness,
And my laughter … My tears
My independence hides my defensiveness… And my courage… My fears.
BFF and Amsterdam
5 years ago
2 comments:
etao to dibbi hoyeche.. tobe ektu pensive mood-e lekha mone hochhe... mu suggestion would be get over it.. good for you, and good for the blog, too!
Every thing in life what u want and want to be if achieved …… U r god ..and after u become god u r alone in top and every body will come to u with problems only ….. and god never reacts
From your 1st section …
Feelings, strength, pain, insecurities …..
Your feelings :- is ur face ur smile
Strength :- your eyes
Pain :- have food and medicines
In securities :- ur presence is the insecurity to the others
From your 2nd t section …
Inability :- may be other feminine gender feels in front u
Your Survival :- blessings to others
Screaming for help :-- yeh I know and seen few guys screaming for help on ur beauty
Demons :- like me
Tears :- a drop ..a million dollar diamond … if anybody had taken it they are rich …else bad luck to them ..
Just a request … do not waste it … price less they are
From your 3rd section
Do not tell any thing to this world …. Its full of human beings …. And human beings does not understand the words or feelings of an angel …just forgive us(humans) … you are not one in a billion …. You are one and billions are looking at you
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